Help im in love

hi i stumbled across this and read a few blogs about people in love and while reading it i realised more people are in the same boat as me.. am gonna call her lois ha

i normally bottle up all my feelings and reading this i want to open up about this girl whom im love with.

ill start you off at the begining we met in year 1 in collage at a party and we instantly were attracted to each other as we had glances at each other but this girl is stunning i figured i didnt have a chance.. so i didnt make a move. lookin back now i should have.  but anyway, so we always bumped into each other in the libary and one day i plucked up the courage to sit down and chat to her and we hit it off big time she made me nervous and excited just by seeing her so goign to the libary became a regular vist and so did our talks.. but i soon found out she was seeing someone and it was bfriend material.

 it didnt stop us talking though and we kept having great fun together just by talking and i made her laugh soo much.

fast forward to this summer and through bebo i asked for her number  and i she gave it and we started txting and soon i found out that her bfriend cheated on her and they were off from the start of the summer. so we were txting and she mentioned that she was heading out to a night club she asked me would i go and of course i said yes. so after my football match i travelled an hour up to see her and her friends who im friends with said its a go area we can hook up.. but this girl isnt like other girls shes soo cool and i was afraid to make the move in the club but we had moment when we we talking to each other and when we brushed past each other and i was like a little kid. so after the club was over her friends invited me back and 3 of us stayed in the bed  while ther others stayed in other rooms. me lois and her friend were in a double bed and i didnt no when to make the move, i by chance reached over and touched her and under the sheet and we held hands which led to us kissing.. i hit the jackpot i kissed the girl that everyone was mad after. felt so lucky.

fast forward to collage and we cud see each other everyday. in august we kissed once and were txting all the time. septmeber came and we saw each other more and went out more but the first few nights we satyed together i didnt make any move r kiss her i kissed her oin the forehead each time saying goodnight. i had a reputation as a bit of a player  and was hurt in the past by a girl who i tought was right for me but turns out she wasnt and she turned out to be a bituch and i really liked this girl so i played it cool. then one night we both kissed and we have been togther ever since. i started to fall for her big time and i didnt want anything to ruin it so we didnt sleep together till two weekends ago. and it was amazing. sfter it she said she loveed me and normally stuff like that would freak me out but it turns out i loveed her too.. and weve gotten closer ever since spending days nights weekens recently she bought me and i pod touch for my birthday and got it engraved and i got her a 14 carrot white gold necklace ive never been in love before and im blind here i dunno what to do. today she said that maybe we should see each other as often as we are because we could get sick of each other and lose interest but i have gotten used to the fact of seeing her nearly everyday. and that she feels like shes taking me away from my friends etc and she doesnt want them talking bad and i see where she is coming frokm but its my decision to see her and its not like im picking her over my friends i see them as much as i see her. and now i feel hurt that she would say this she has been hurt in the past and same with me but i have this fear that if we dont see each other everyday that she will lose interest in me and move on and i need help.. what should i do.? how can i convince that shes not taking me away from my friends..?? we both are crazy about each other