I think Im losing my mind! I have never been a believer in love at first sight, but LUST at first sight..yes. Well, I must admit that I have changed my mind. December 2, 2008 will be a night that I will never forget. Her name is Micah and she is the most beautiful woman ever created! I was at a friends birthday party which was just a few friends over for dinner. My friends sister walks in the door and I was floored. The moment I introduced myself, shook hands and she smiled at me....I have been out of my freakin mind! Something deep in my soul was moved by her touch! We have been on one date which went great, but she is fresh out of a bad marriage(10months) so she is not ready for anything serious and she has children. Well, Wed morning she sends me a text to tell me she heard a song and thought of me...good. Right? Well, I make a card to ask her out again, then I she tells me that she feels Im wanting to move too fast, but she wants to keep in touch while Im away and go out when I return.
Im so confused!!!! Maybe Im reading to much into this. All I know is that I have never ever felt this for a woman! I hope soo bad that we do go out again, but in the meantime, I'm going to lose my mind. I go to sleep with her on my mind, wake up with her on my mind and all through the day she is on my mind. I'm not a blogger normally, but I am at a loss. I want advice..I need help. If it were up to me I would stand on national TV and tell her how much I want her. BUT I know there is "the game" of when to call, not to call and all of that BS to deal with. I actually want to write her a song, record it and send it to her from Iraq on Valentines Day. Stupid or not?
absolutely 100% let her know how you feel! life is too short to lay awake in sleepless thought and sort through all the what if's. jump head first into something as crazy as letting her know. what do you have to lose?
ReplyDeletecheers, R