Cant stop crying

I'm sitting here at home wondering what he is doing right now?

What is he thinking now?

Here's this boy he is 19. I'm also 19.  

We've met on a chat room 4 years ago. We've never met before but know each other very well.

Well something is wrong , he is very different, its like i don't know him anymore.

He told me he love me and i really do love him! So it can goes on. But now. . . . . Everything changed. . We don't chat like the usual.

I wanted to go and visit him but now i don't want to.

I'm cant stop crying about this guy. I cant stop thinking of him!

I truly love this guy and will do anything for him.