I need to choose

I am ariel tura a.k.a Mr.Clay and this is my story….

On October 05, 2008 Saturday i saw  her.

I really dont know why i love this gurl, she’s very opposite of a good gurl. A gurl w/ 3 boyfriend, a gang member, and a smoker.Her name is Crizlyn a.k.a ANTILOVE……..

Saturday night when i was in the restaurant doing my work she call me and said ” i wanna talk to you for a minute plz,!!” i went outside to talk to her,  we are walking going to the dark place until we reach the bottom. Her gangmates was there drinking and some are already drunk.  We sit down and started to talk,

Were very happy talking and jammin w/ her gangmates, few minutes pass she held my hand and kiss me and… said i love you

i’m shocked, ther’s nothing i can say just i love you too since last year when you are w/ another guy. I lied to her she’s only my crush and that’s only. I thought it would last just in that night. Few weeks past, we meet again she ask me,  where have you been? i know she never love me because her bestfriend told me about her characteristics about guy, she was a playgirl and a three timers.

a month past our relationship still going on and when our monthsary came i went to her house but she.s not there, her friends said that “dont trust her, she went to her boyfriend and shes only playing your love”  i found out that was true. coz i rmmbr wen ther is a concert, she said excuse me for a while someones calling me, she ddnt know i’d follow her, i saw her kissing w/ someone,

when our 2nd mnthsary came she wait for me coz she thouht i will be coming, but she’s wrong, she wait for me from 7:00 p.m to 3:00 a.m she cry and cry b-coz i ddnt come. tommorrow night she went to the restaurant where im having my work i saw her crying, i ask her why shes cryin? She know that i already know that she has a another boyfriends she said w/ a cryin voice ” i’m sorry i really love you but that guy is just my ex. no need to explain i said, your to late to have an explanation i’d alrerady have my proposal w/ ur bestfriend Charlyn. She love me and i love her too, we are very happy having our relationship so stay away from me,, she went out side w/ a heartbreakin feeling. she know that i’d never said to her that we must broke up our relationship. , i just want ot teach her a lesson.

But i stil love crizlyn my heart and my mind always find her even thoug her bestfriend named charlyn my new girlfriend  was at my side, i stil love her even shes continuing playing her 3 boyfriend.

Until now my relationship w/ crizlyn was stil going on even we ddnt talk, Charlyn had broke up our relationship last christmas b-coz she found out that my heart is still beating just for crizlyn.

i dont know what should i do?

May I have your Advice?  i need tour advice plzzzzzzzzz……..