Still wanting a way out

Hey guys. so i am very pleased with the amount of hits i have recieved for my blogs. and i wanna thank alll of you, cause you've gotten me there :)

so i am still currently awaiting the da that my hunny and me move into our apartment. he tells me that it should be this summer. and i am really hoping so, cause i cannot stand living at my house. specially with my lier of a sister. Nothing seems to be going right at my house. when he dropped me off yesterday at home,  wanted to die. i didn't wanna go back. 

just to clear it up, my parents are good parents and my sister is a lier.. but regardless of that i for some reason don't feel happy there. it's for no spacific reason if you think so. it's just cause i hate being home, and i am pretty sure it's cause i just wanna be with my baby.

I'd rather be with him than i would be home. and people tell me it's normal. but still. i cannot wait till this summer. it's gonna be completely amazing. we'll move in together and come july fouth is our big day! i am sooo pumped for that. i could not picture it anyother way. it's gonna be a small wedding, but it will be enough to say, we are together and it's offiial. married wise.  it's gonna be a dream come true :)

Here's what  really want my dress to be like

And those shoes so i can reach him, hahaha. we've already pretty much got it planned out. buttt i still am wicked excited for it. i'm planning like crazy. and i am pumped!!! haha. well gonna go