Ouch on my friends party

I had only been going out with Jay for three weeks, and I'd still hadn't kissed him because he lived outta town. Finally, we were both free on a friday night and we went to a party. we automatically started making out on the couch when we got there, and we just put a blanket over ourselves for privacy (not that we were doing anything THAT nasty yet.) He looked me right in the eye, and asked if he could put his finger in me...I had never done it before but i agreed. He slowly undid my top button on my jeans, and slid his finger in. It felt a little weird, but nice at the same timr. I could tell he was getting veery hot and horny, so i slid my hand down his baggy pants and touched his penis very lightly (I wasn't very expeerienced...hell, that was my first time ever touching a guy there) He obviously liked it, so i did it hardeer and faster, and he moaned in pleasure. I felt a little cum trickle down my hand. Just at that very moment, somebody pulled up the blanket, luckly my hand was well hidden in his pants so we just pretended we were kissing. When the person left, i pulled my hand away and we both got up to get drinks, talk with friends, etc. About an hour later, Jay pulled me aside and told me he wouldn't be around for 2 weeks. I was pissed (not at him or anything) because i never got to see him....I checked my watch, and the party ended in an hour. So I mad a crazy descision, one i will never regret. I took him to the bedroom, and started making out with him. I told him that i wanted him...he nodded. I knew he didn't understand so i said "Jay...I want you IN me." At first he nodded, like he understood...but then his eyes opened widely and he stuttered w-what? I repeated myslef, and got a condom. He really wanted to also, so i slowly pulled off his pants. he did the same to me and he started to kiss my legs. I shivered and he asked if he could get me anything before we...well...fucked. I was ok and so he pulled off his boxers, and my panties, and placed his rock hard (condom covered) on my pussy just letting the head enter. I gasped, never haxing such sensation all overr before. he proceeded to push it a little more in and the pain was so intense that i yelped. He pulled out and said "a-a-are you alright?" I said yeah, keep going. he cautiously put it back in bit by bit....eventually he came to a stop, looked down at me and said "can i take your sweet virginity and pop that cherry? I was scared but uttered yes through all my pleasure. As he started to push,i felt it slowly penatrating. He uttered you'e so tight but i wasn't listening...i was trying not to start bawling. I have never hurt more in my life. finally, i felt it pop, and he all of a sudden slid all the way in. I gasped, and he said ok? i was like "oh yeah" and he started pushing it in and out. It felt soooooooooooo great...until i felt him ready to cum ( i had already) i felt him tense up and then release his load, because the condom broke! Feeling his juices squirt inside of me is a sensation i loved. I didn't get pregnant, and jay and i are still together.