Incest with dad

Im a 19 year old male. I was around 5 when this incident took place. A couple of years before I was sexually abused by my step dad, I was 3 at the time, but he aventually got found out. One of the consequences of this was me having to move in with my own dad. Having sucked a blokes cock before I sorta knew what I was missing out on. So one night I got a little brave and went in to my dads room while he was sleeping. He was single so I knew no one else would be in the room with him. I climbed in to bed with him and I knew what I was aiming for straight away.

I slid under the covers and made my way down to my dads flacid cock. He was just wearing boxers nothing else. I reached for the waiste band of his boxers and began pulling them off him as gently as I could. I didnt even get it past the base of his cock before he woke up. He dragged his boxers up a little and his exact words were (No playing tonight sweet heart, lets get some sleep).

Well I really wanted to suck his cock. I was a little annoyed but moved up from under the covers and I ended up sleeping next to my dad. Well the next day my dad never mentioned anything to me about the night before. So.... as eager as I was I tried again that night. I walked in to his room, climbed on to his bed and under the covers down to his boxers. As I reached for them and began to pull them down I sort of noticed that his underwear was tented. I didnt think much of it and continued pulling his boxers down. All of a sudden I could feel him moving slightly... I looked in amazement as my dad was pulling off his boxers in front of my little face.

Before I knew it he was throwing his underwear on the floor. I reached out and soon my hand met his rock hard cock. It must have been at least 8 inches long. It was fairly thick. I remember asking him if I could 'PLAY' tonight?. Even as a small kid it got me so horned up to hear him say (Yes baby you can play with daddys toy) God I remember sucking on that penis of his like my life depended on it haha. He let me lick his balls aswell. I was in heaven. He didnt last long as it really didnt feel like to took ages... He was spunking in my mouth. He was pushing my head down on his cock as there was splurt after splurt. I drank it all up.

We did that on and off till I turned 13. Then it just sort of stopped. Now I got my own little apartment. I do miss my dads cock but well... guess you have to move on at some point. Despite my hunger for cock sometimes Im only bi not gay, but if one day I have kids of my own female or male when their at a reasonable age... (IF) they ever wanted to have a taste of daddy... Id welcome them with open arms hahaha.