Anon in my Room

well.... i was in my room and my friend came over...i was really happy as we were always very "close" to say the least! but one day i was getting dressed and she waslkin in on me....i was mortified! i thought she would laugh at me or something because im a 12 AA cup:( but instead she walked over, kissed me, and i loved it! ( we were both 13) and she said she wanted to "experiment" for a while... i didnt know what she meant! so what happened was..... she sat on the bed,(fully clothed) and sat me on her knee and told me to "relax" so as i sat on her knee she put both my legs outseide of hers and slid one of her fingers up my bum:S i didnt know what to say... i was shocked ... what was worse is i really needed to pee!!! but anyways she started to rub my pussy aswell! and i was gonna explode because i had to go really bad! but she said "pee on me" and i did! she sat me over her mouth and i peed all over her...infact she was sucking my pussy...and it felt great!! but i never told her i was having my period...but i asked her to please stop because it wasnt right... but then what happened next will haunt me forever....she....held me down, and.... covered my mouth with he hand and she... violated me.... stuck her to fingers up me pussy, and worst of all... she forced laxative down my throat ... and you know what comes next... she put sleeping tablets in the laxative and....put a diaper on me!!!! and when i woke up she was changing me...i was drugged alot and didnt quite believe what i was seeing! so when she changed me she decided to leave the diaper unstrapped and... sat over my face, took a whip-like thing, started slapping it off my clit and... whatever happened... i couldnt stop squirting juice out of me...(which turned out to be a mixture of pee and cum" i was crying tho....but ya... thats my story... and this was my first time to ever tell anyone.... sorry i put my name as it is...and by the way... i never told my mom....