Break a heart and it never quite recovers. I wish I knew what you were thinking, it never happens. I never know. One thing I do know is that you havent got any time for me anymore.
You try and blame it on everything else, you're tired, or ill, or you're going somewhere else. You're not interested in anything I have to say. You just don't seem to care less in all honesty.
I thought I had lost interest in you. I thought it was all beginning to go away. Then true to form here I am thinking of you, wondering what I have done. Wondering why all of a sudden over the last few weeks you don't seem to give a shit. It's Christmas. I just want you around, you are best friend after all.
I understand that you don't want me other than platonically, and I havent mentioned it for ages because I dont want you to be uncomfortable around me, so why now dont you want me as a friend either?
All I do every day is miss you. Thats all I ever seem to do these days.
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