His last breath broke me....

The biggest heart break of my life happened when i was 10, Heart break to most people is when there love breaks there heart, But for me it was Jack. When i was 3 my mom started working at the mall in Kansas City, we had just moved there and didn't know very many people. My mothers second week at the store she met Lisa, Lisa and my mom became best friends and me and Lisa's son Jack became best friends also. I grew up with Jack we did everything together, I leaned how to swim with him, I learned how to ride a bike with him, And I also had my first kiss with him. When we turned 8 we started "dating" or having play dates as everybody called it. We new everything about each other and day by day we were learning more and more. We even had a fake marriage, the rings were gummy worms, what do you expect we were only 8. We were planning on growing old together, but like most love something came in between it, But in our case it was more than we would of ever thought. When Jack turned ten, both me and his mom noticed that something was wrong, He seemed very weak. On February, 13, 2003 me and jack were in school and for some reason jack told me that he felt dizzy and his nose hurt the next thing I know his nose stated bleeding and he was on the floor passed out. I was in shock, and I didn't know what to do. The teacher called Lisa and i called my mom, as soon as Lisa found out she got to the school and we rushed Jack to the hospital. After tons of tests and days spending the night at the hopital, the doctors diagnosed Jack with Leukemia, a blood disease. They told us he only had about 4 months to live, I cried for 2 weeks straight, then I told myself that i had to do something, Me, Lisa and my mom made sure that he got to be a kid before he passed. We spent every last day Jacks best last days ever. Jack passed on June,3, 2004. I am now fifteen and every thing that we did everything we learned is still stuck in my heart for forever. I will love him always and forever.

What will never be

Now i am in grade 10

i know i mayb young and mayb its not love but all i know is that wen im with him im soo happy and i can just be myself without faking anything.

iv been friends with him for a while but this semester during spanish class we just kinda got closer and started talking more. at the time i had a boyfriend but i reallized i had feeling for my friend and not my bf so i brokeup with him. my friend seemd kinda happy that i was single

for a while i thought he might actually lyk me

but here comes the highschool part:

i askd my friend to send him a msg saying she thought i lykd him but he didnt lyk me back, so if he could stop leading me on.

well he nvr answerd her but he texts me saying "i hav to talk to you tmrrw" i askd him bout wat but he refused to tell me i finally guess it was about the msg i asked him if it was that he said yes. i had no other choice but deny it and he just said okay im glad you know we'll nvr be more than friends. 

that night i cried my self to sleep 

the next week he was telling me about this girl that he liked, and how special she was and how he thought he was in love, i had to fake a smile and be happy for him i remember saying "you guys are gonna date" my heart broke at that moment,, thinking of him with another girl kills me even now just writing about it.

my friends are no help they say i shud get ovr it,

bcuz its soo easy 8-) 

no matter how young it still hurts.

Young and Unforgettable Love

I am 15 years of age and I met this girl when I was 14. I never thought that I would fall in love at 15 but it happened. I am a chinese guy and she is Indian. I never spotted her before even though she been in the same school as me all this time. I got introduced to her through one of my friend which is a girl.

That year she was in the same science class as me. We didn't talk much at first but there was always this attraction between us two. Something which is hard to describe. It has been half way through the year since I known her, and both of us was chosen to go on a science trip together. None of my guy friends was picken for this trip so I was alone with a bunch of girls. So I had to talk to my girl friends and me and the girl got to know each other. The trip was really great, we had some quality time just the two of us and we learnt stuff as well. I started hanging out with her and started to leave some of my guy friends. They called me a traitor and unloyal for laeving them but I thought it was worth it. On the 15th May I asked her out. I had a one on one conversation with her, she asked me what I wanted for my birthday( which is the 18th May) and with all my courage i said to her " I want you for my birthday, I want you to be my girlfriend." I remembered her face when I asked her out. She was blushing and really pretty. She said yes to me but only on one conditon. That condition was that we have to keep it a secret from our family but our friends are allowed to know. I agreed to this condition and we went out. We was very very happy when we was boyfriend and girlfriend, everything went smoothly and both of us got our grades. I found out that we both started liking each other on the science trip and we have so many similar interests. Until one day when we was hugging and kissing her brother saw. We let go of each other imediately and pretended nothing happend and wish he didnt see anything. Her sly brother pretended he didn't but he actaully did.  During that last month  of  us two going out, my ex-girlfriend was different and I knew straight away there was something wrong. I asked her did someone in her family found out and she replied that her brother knew about us. Her brother blackmailed her and threaten to tell her parents. If her parents knew then they would move her to another school and I don't want that to happen. She was scared that any time her parents would know and doesnt want to lie to her parents anymore. It was her first time she lied to her parents and its all beacuse of me. I felt guilty and i suggested that we split up. I thought that it was okay that we splitted up and that it was only a light relationship, but to my surprise it actually effected me alot. At first it was lke a dream but then everytime I go near her I wanted to hold her but I wasnt allowed to. My feelings are so mixed up now. After 6 months have passed I thought I have forgotten her but I haven't. My brohter and one of my best friend told me she still likes me but pretending not to. All the feelings came flooding backand its killing me. Im feeling depress and dont know what to do. There is such a big difference between us now. Me and my ex hardly talk now, only talk when its about work. It seems like we are on two different planets!

From Derek 

What will become

I met him in high school by the tree in the courtyard. We were sixteen. He was tall and so handsome.

One day I rode the bus home with him and we walked in the woods behind his house and came upon a creek. We both threw pennies in and made wishes.

From that day on we were inseperable. We went camping in vermont with my family and had the best summer at the lake. We were always together. He was my best friend.

We were so in love. One night, he rode his bike to my house all the way from his about 20 miles just to see me. We even lost our virginity to eachother. There are so many more memories that are too much to write.

It didn't last long. I was young and foolish and I broke up with him.

Almost 3 years after that our lives crossed again but only a short fling. We were 19. We lost touch. I missed him and thought about him from time to time but I eventually moved on.

Then just a couple of weeks ago my friend, who also was a friend of ours in high school, ran into him at the bank. They swapped #'s and my friend told me all he could do was keep changing the subject back to me. So, I called him and it's like old times again.

We have no grudges and he wants to hang out again. I am so happy. We are both 23 now and I still feel the same way about him today as I did when we were in love back in high school. I just don't know if he feels the same about me. My best friend thinks he does but you never know, we're grown now and I'm sure we've both changed.

I will update this in either the love story section or the heartache section. I really hope it will be the love story section.

I know i love you but do you love me....?

his name is Dom and he always loves the other girl but not me. i love him though he is the hottest guy in class he is so so so so so so nice and i wish he would realized he likes me too . we flirt every day and he just doesn't get it . and all the guys think Alyssa's  all that they think shes so nice and think shes so hot and i don't get it shes not that pretty not that athletic not any one of those to all the girls she is just another beep shes a brat and all the guys think shes so beautiful but really shes a  no joke it is so annoying i hate people like that i wish that when i woke up some day when im older i will  so Dom laying right beside me . will Dom and i work ever thing out or will he never realize ? and if Dom ever reads this it is true i do love you with all my heart! [ I'm 11 and in love people]