Showing posts with label someday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label someday. Show all posts

Wednesday, 28 January 2009

Someday all of us had a story to tell

It was January 2007 when I'm already confused and my feelings changed towards him.I don't know why and how did it happen because one morning i woke up thinking about him and go to school for the purpose of seeing and talking to him.I have so many questions left unanswered and feelings left unspoken.


we were classmates in high school (3rd-4th yrs), were not even friends! the whole junior year, we don't care and don't mind each other,acting like I'm not there and he's not there and we don't even talk and laugh together.I remember how i hate him and i don't know why.when I'm still in the 2nd year of my high school life ,I already noticed him and the moment i knew we're classmates , I felt the urge to transfer.


Time changes the feelings u have for the person u hate. senior high came and we were still classmates. we were elected as class officers of batch 2007-2008 and sadly he wants my part, I'm the secretary of the class and he's the treasure, which I also hated , so, he talked to me and we exchange positions but our teacher didn't know that.


It all started with a small conversation and we became friends, as time passed by we became close friends. The he whom i knew in the past and expected him to be is absolutely wrong. Everytime i go to school and entered the room, he calls and chatter comes along.There are days when we pretended to be couples and planning our wedding +_+..its really a memory to remember. The day I felt confused with my feeling towards him when he no longer calls me when I come in and won't talk to me.That;s the time i realize how better he is and how deserving he is to be loved and cared because he did so many things that changed my life. I then remember the times when he's the only person who knows when I'm badly hurt,and cares when I'm not feeling well.


graduation Day came and i slipped of my pocket and get my cellphone and texted him saying "congratulations and I love u" after the ceremony he comes to me saying "congratz" and straight-away goes home. It hurts me though seeing him walking away and I won't be with him the next day around.


summer was the time i love most because he told me why he's acting like that in the past few days, won't talk to me and for exchanging me for someone.guess what? he loves me! and I'm very very much happy to hear it. everyday seems like yesterday once more. And now, we are what you think we are. and he really change the way he say things are very different than before.


It's a very long story to tell but it may help u think that there are some people fall in love when they already found the one who can touch and change their life for a lifetime.


Here is the truth behind it.why I'm so much happy that he change and learn to love someone like me.He is known to be gay since high school and I'm so much happy that I did change him for a reason,hehehe


thank you for reading my story hope u like it.

Tuesday, 30 December 2008

And some day, the right one will come.

I was young, and stupid. I swore to myself that I would never fall in love without truly knowing who he really was. But as fate would have it, I did. Not one word was spoken between each other, but the connection was as strong as if we had known and loved each other our whole lives. I always saw him staring at me, with a strange twinkle in his eye, out of the corner of my eye. He would do constant cute and funny things everyday, it was unexplainable on how it felt to be adored in that way. It continued out through out the year, with each passing day, my feelings for him grew stronger and stronger. I could never bring myself to look at him directly or even glance at the direction he was in. I wanted to be with him so badly, to actually be in his arms, instead of longing to be. Our paths changed, and he moved. A year and a half passed and I was still hurting from the regret and pain of having that chance so close and I let it slip away. My friends saw a drastic change in me. I was no longer shy and quite. Instead of hiding my body with sweat shirts and jeans everyday, I started to wear make-up, actually style my hair, and wore cute outfits. I went through many meaningless relationships, all just trying to forget about him. I felt nothing for any of the guys I dated, and it hurt me to see I was hurting guys who actually cared about me, but I couldn't let go. One day, I was hanging out with one of my best friends who had been through it all with me, and we were searching the net. She clicked on a link, and there he was. A picture of him sporting the same wide happy smile, but next to him was a girl, smiling just as big. At the caption of the picture, it had a date, the date that they were going to get married. I broke down in tears, my body shaking. My friend held me tight and she kept whispering "This is fate, if it wasn't for him, you wouldn't be outgoing as you are today! Everything happens for a reason, it's time to move on and forget. This was meant to be." I believed her & I eventually got over him, trying harder than I ever had. But every guy I met in my life never stuck. I would never like anyone for more than a day, never thought of anyone with that same intensity. I'm still waiting for my Prince Charming to come, to sweep me off my feet. I know people think there is no such thing as fate or prince charming. But what you believe is what you see. Everything happens for a reason, just look back through out your life and look at the times where if something horrible didn't happen in the past, then something wonderful wouldn't have happened.