Showing posts with label kinky. Show all posts
Showing posts with label kinky. Show all posts

Monday, 20 April 2009

Dressing up as a female and being caught by allyg

I often dress up in: garterbelt, lace top stockings, bikini pantys, underwire pushup bra, short skirt, blouse, heels and wig.  At night, step out of my vehicle and go for walks into parks and conservation areas when nobody else is around.  I fantasize alot of someone happening along and he or they realize what I really am.  Only, the person is turned on and he lets me suck his cock.

After I bring him off in my mouth and swallow his cum, he then has me take his cock up my ass and proceeds to fuck me.  Only, while he is fucking me, another man happens upon this scene and he gets me to suck his cock till I make him cum in my mouth.  I imagine where they take photographs of me sucking their cocks and fucking me too.  Then they use the photographs to get me to meet them and their friends on a regular basis.  Their friends include females who enjoy having me put on sex shows where I suck cock, take cock up my ass, lick womens cunts after they have been fucked by other men and lick and suck the cum off mens cocks.

In reality, I have met married men whose wives don't dress up like I do and have given cum swallowing blow jobs to them.  Some like to fuck me in the ass as well.

I have corresponded with men, women and couples who have expressed interest in meeting but it seems that they are just into the way I relate fantasies and details of previous encounters.  Mostly meetings have been with married men who aren't getting any sex from the wife.  They get turned on by how I dress up and know they don't have to take me on a date.  I enjoy sex with females, licking and sucking nipples and licking their cunts till they cum as many times as they want.

Lately, I take a bath and shave all my body hair as I enjoy the feeling and appearance of being feminine when dressed up.  I drive to other towns and cities where nobody knows who I am.  Sometimes a stranger will approach me and he initiates a conversation.  During which he notices what I am wearing and how I am dressed up.  Some men seem to understand the significance of what I am wearing.  It turns them on and sometimes one will ask a vague question about what else am I into?  This sometimes results in my giving a blow job or that he wants to fuck my ass.  I wish it would happen more often than it does.  I am rather shy and nervous and don't approach anyone myself.  Any encounters have come about from someone approaching me or where I place a contact ad on some web site.

I prefer to correspond with people to get to know whether they are genuinely receptive to my dressing up as I do.  Often men consider me as desperate, but i'm not that easy.  It would be nice to have an understanding friend who would be encouraging.  By my nature am a giving person and enjoy making people cum.  Another variation to this is going in to a service center picnic area and going in to the washroom.  That a man walks in and finds me dressed up and has me suck his cock in one of the toilet stalls.  Only while I am sucking him, another man walks in and I end up sucking them both.

An extreme thought is where I spend the afternoon and evening sucking cock and being fucked over the course of several hours by every man who walks in on this scene.  Later, I take refuge by going in to the womens side, only some females make use of me by licking their cunts and utilizing strap-on dildos to fuck my ass.

Do I Really Want to be Caught? by allyg

A habit for me is to shave all my body hair and to dress up in a feminine way.  This usually consists of: garterbelt attached to black lace top stayup stockings, bikini panty's, underwire push-up bra, slim fitting black skirt, a top or blouse, brunette wig and three inch black heels.  I often find someplace to sit parked in my vehicle, surfing internet porn sites, fantasizing of being the female who is sucking cock and/or is taking cock up her ass.  I also sometimes play with myself too.

Some fantasies are where someone approaches me and discovers how I am dressed and what I may be doing at the particular time.  I always fantasize that the person is receptive to how I am dressed up and wants to engage in some sex acts with me.  Only, when I see someone approaching my vehicle, I conceal what I am wearing, stop playing with myself  and convey the appearance of looking up something other than what I was.  Meaning that I close off or minimise the porn site and key in something that might not be objectionable.  I have sometimes even imagined the person sneaking up on me without my knowing.  That the person uses a cell phone camera or small digital one, to take photographs of me sitting dressed up or playing with myself.  The individual then confronts me and coerces me into having sex with him or her.

I have known some females who somehow find themselves being blackmailed into having sex with a man or men, due to someone having taken photographs of her doing something.  One female had a husband who was into taking photographs of her.  He got her drunk and took photographs of her masturbating herself.  Somehow the pictures ended up in the hands of one of her male co-workers.  He threatened to show the pictures around her workplace unless she didn't go along with what he wanted.  It started out with him wanting her to suck him off, which she unfortunately started doing.  After giving him blow jobs for awhile, he decided he wanted to start fucking her.  At that point she deccided she had had enough.  She quit her job, packed up and moved leaving her husband.

For me, when I dress up, I usually drive out of town to another city.  Then sit parked in my vehicle someplace.  Along the way, I stop in car pool lots and service center picnic areas to take a bit of a break from driving.  I do not consider myself as gay, due to my attraction to females the same way most men are attracted females.  If I was able to have more of a choice, I would rather engage females who are receptive to my dressing up as I do.  Unfortunately for me, men seem to be more receptive to my dressing up than females are.  So far, I have only met one female who was my girlfriend for awhile.  She was receptive to my dressing up and sometimes made arrangements with individual males friends of hers.  These meetings involved her wanting to see me dressed up and watch me sucking cock.  They would fuck until he came in her cunt, I would lick and suck his cock clean, then lick his cum out of her cunt.  In some cases she had made arrangements with the person to ease his cock into my asshole and fuck me while she watched and I continued to lick her cummy cunt.

Sunday, 19 April 2009

Caught with panty's by allyg

I've never been caught with a females panty's, but have heard and read where others have.  The situation could go different ways and I'm more afraid of it going the wrong way.  My fantasy is along the lines of being caught, discovered or found sniffing, licking and sucking on the crotch panel of a sexy pair of panty's that a female was wearing recently.  Where the female in question uses the threat of telling on me, as a way to get me to do just about anything she wants.  Only, I must confess that I have thought of many things that I would enjoy doing.  So, it might be difficult for me to let on that I am not so willing.  Like where she would have me dressed up in either some of her clothes, someone elses or she takes me out and has me purchase various items she wants me to wear.

I'm referring to dressing me up to look like a female.  Some things I would enjoy are to lick and suck her nipples, to lick her cunt and asshole as many times as she would want me to make her cum.  I have also considered where she may involve a girlfriend of hers.  Another aspect of this is where she may go out and get fucked by some guy and have me lick his cum from her cunt or her asshole.  I realize the circumstances may have to be ideal for her to find a guy who would be willing to let me suck his cock and for him to fuck me in my asshole.  It may be that she tells him she caught me with her panty's and my punishment for this is to play the part of being a female.

I have also considered that she and he make arrangements for me to lick cum out of her girlfriends cunts after they have been fucked by boyfriends and to suck some guys cocks, swallow their cum and for them to fuck me in my asshole too.  I have known of some females who claim to have caught a younger brother with their panty's and relate to me about some things they make the brother do.  I have also related some ideas of my own to these females, only they never include me in anything.  Basically, they use my ideas for sexual scenarios and leave me out of the actual sex acts.

With some of these females I have stopped corresponding with them, as I have felt like they are just using me for my kinky ideas.  There have been some thoughts where the scenario may not go the way I would like it to.  Like where she may not have much of an imagination as for as using me and calls the police.  One never knows how a person may react one way or the other.  When I was younger, my own sister caught me wearing her light blue girdle and rather than just threaten to tell, she really did.  It's one of those situations where she didn't think about the posibilities of what she could have made me do.

My own now ex-wife found my stash of panty's and confronted me with and about them.  She thought I was fucking around on her.  Something she could handle.  Only I made the mistake of telling her the truth, that I wear them.  She could not understand or handle that and moved out a week later.  I must say that she did not mention anything in the seperation or divorce affidavits about my stash of panty's or what I had told her.

Mind you, she was a bit of a slut, going out supposedly with girlfriends after work for a few drinks.  Later she would return home very drunk and would pass out not long after.  I would take advantage of her being passed out and got into licking her cunt which was always wet and gooey.  After some time I realized what I was licking from her cunt was actually other men's cum.  It also wasn't just one man's cum but several.  As I found out she was into being gang banged

Caught Peeking in windows at night by allyg

When I was younger I use to peek in windows at night to watch females undressing and changing their clothes.  One night an older married man caught me peeking in a window.  I was a bit surprised that he didn't make a scene by taking me to the person's door or calling the police.  As it went, he had me suck his cock and this turned into meeting him a few times a week, where he had me suck his cock and sometimes he had another male friend of his who I also sucked off too.

Back then it wasn't more than sucking them off.  This arrangement came to an end when he just suddenly stopped showing up.  I have since wanted to have a similar arrangement with another male or males, but don't know where to go to find others who would be interested.  I mean, whenever I run an advertisement in some contact magazine or on a web site, the person's who respond usually play games or reply in some way that I do not particularly like.

Thursday, 12 March 2009

Kinky and Spanking Stepdad

When I was 16 my mom remarried. I was well developed for my age and quite attractive. I know it wasn't healthy but I loved using my sexuality to entice men, especially older men and men I knew I should not be expressing this to. My parents were quite strict with me and this was probably some sort of rebellion. My new step dad was also very strict. My mom worked outside the home and he worked at home so he and I spent a lot of time together. I got into trouble one day at school and they had called him and told him about it. When I got home I knew I was in trouble. Usually I would be grounded but today something was different. I saw a look in his eyes I had never seen before, anger, control and something else. He told me he had a paddle he was going to spank me with. I was to bend over the edge of the couch and pull up my skirt. I was wearing a fluffy little mini skirt and white panties. I hate to admit it but something went off in me. I started to get wet. I was getting more turned on than I ever had been before as I decided to test him. I don't know if it was how wrong it felt, or the fact that he asked me to pull up my skirt. I started to breath hard. I bent over the couch and spread my legs a little as he stood over me with the paddle. I didn't pull my skirt up, I let him do it. He looked intense and big over me and I wondered it he would get turned on. I felt the fabric of my panties get wet and wondered if he could see it. He smacked my but hard and I loved it, I was also scared. I looked over my shoulder to look at him and I saw on his face what I had hoped for, I knew he was hurting but I didn't think he would cross the boundery with me. I was shocked when he said that he had to really punish me for being bad and he slipped my panties down. He started to spank me bare handed and I knew he could fell how wet I was. Oh my god did I feel bad. I had no idea how far I could get him to go, I knew he was turned on as I could see the huge bulge in his pants. I acted like I hated it, I cried out but I also bent over more and spread my legs more. I felt so fucking hot in my little skirt and tank top. He then told me that he wouldn't tell my mom what had happened at school but this depended on the fact that he was going to really punish me. He would punish me and we would both keep our secrets. I acted scared and actually was scared and wondered if I had pushed it too far but felt helpless to do anything. As he told me this his fingers slipped between my pussy lips and rubbed me softly. His other hand slipped up my shirt and rubbed my breasts. He was breathing heavily. He then unzipped his pants and I knew there was no turning back. I closed my eyes and submitted myself to what happened next as he slid inside me with a moan. He was very big and it hurt but also I exploded with pleasure. He fucked me hard and long that day, he had totally lost control. He would pull out and spank me then spank me with his cock..... This started years of the most forbidden and progressivly more kinky sex. I was his toy and him tempress..... I will tell more later