Do I Really Want to be Caught? by allyg

A habit for me is to shave all my body hair and to dress up in a feminine way.  This usually consists of: garterbelt attached to black lace top stayup stockings, bikini panty's, underwire push-up bra, slim fitting black skirt, a top or blouse, brunette wig and three inch black heels.  I often find someplace to sit parked in my vehicle, surfing internet porn sites, fantasizing of being the female who is sucking cock and/or is taking cock up her ass.  I also sometimes play with myself too.

Some fantasies are where someone approaches me and discovers how I am dressed and what I may be doing at the particular time.  I always fantasize that the person is receptive to how I am dressed up and wants to engage in some sex acts with me.  Only, when I see someone approaching my vehicle, I conceal what I am wearing, stop playing with myself  and convey the appearance of looking up something other than what I was.  Meaning that I close off or minimise the porn site and key in something that might not be objectionable.  I have sometimes even imagined the person sneaking up on me without my knowing.  That the person uses a cell phone camera or small digital one, to take photographs of me sitting dressed up or playing with myself.  The individual then confronts me and coerces me into having sex with him or her.

I have known some females who somehow find themselves being blackmailed into having sex with a man or men, due to someone having taken photographs of her doing something.  One female had a husband who was into taking photographs of her.  He got her drunk and took photographs of her masturbating herself.  Somehow the pictures ended up in the hands of one of her male co-workers.  He threatened to show the pictures around her workplace unless she didn't go along with what he wanted.  It started out with him wanting her to suck him off, which she unfortunately started doing.  After giving him blow jobs for awhile, he decided he wanted to start fucking her.  At that point she deccided she had had enough.  She quit her job, packed up and moved leaving her husband.

For me, when I dress up, I usually drive out of town to another city.  Then sit parked in my vehicle someplace.  Along the way, I stop in car pool lots and service center picnic areas to take a bit of a break from driving.  I do not consider myself as gay, due to my attraction to females the same way most men are attracted females.  If I was able to have more of a choice, I would rather engage females who are receptive to my dressing up as I do.  Unfortunately for me, men seem to be more receptive to my dressing up than females are.  So far, I have only met one female who was my girlfriend for awhile.  She was receptive to my dressing up and sometimes made arrangements with individual males friends of hers.  These meetings involved her wanting to see me dressed up and watch me sucking cock.  They would fuck until he came in her cunt, I would lick and suck his cock clean, then lick his cum out of her cunt.  In some cases she had made arrangements with the person to ease his cock into my asshole and fuck me while she watched and I continued to lick her cummy cunt.