Dominate me

I have a bit of a fetish for domination. I like guys to do what they want to me and to force me to do things for them because it turns me on. The problem is afterward, I feel like a slut or like I’ve been used.

The worst thing I ever did was with my boyfriend. He knew of my desire to be submissive and one day we were about to have sex at his frat house. We were making out and then his roommate came home with his girlfriend. I felt a little awkward and then my boyfriend jokingly suggested to his friend that he should let his girlfriend fuck me. His friend looked really excited and his girlfriend also agreed. I was a little skeptical and also a little mad that he hadn’t discussed it with me in advance. But I was also more turned on than I’ve ever been to have him bossing me around.

His friend got a video camera and my boyfriend made me get on my knees and eat her out. I don’t know what was better, having my boyfriend tell me what to do or having her hot body heaving to my every lick.
I was really horny then and I wanted him to fuck me so I begged him but he forced me to suck his dick first. I don’t know if he felt more macho because his friend was there but he was more violent with me than ever. He grabbed my hair and pushed my head down on his cock. When he was about to finish, he came on my face some and then on my chest. His friend’s girlfriend came and licked it off of me.
Finally, they tied me up and him and his friend took turns fucking me. His friend was a really good fuck. I liked how he slapped my ass and he groaned with strength as he thrust his dick inside me.

The whole thing was caught on tape and I’m really scared it’s on the internet or something. But I’ve never been so horny in my life. Ever since then, when I masturbate, I think of that.