Think I had a GF

I've been IMing, talking on phone, emailing a young lady. It's a weird relationship.

Initially, I was curious about an ad I saw. A student offering to sell her used undies (not my cup of tea) and also other unspecified "services." I wrote a chatty note. She responded. Apparently the average response is "Must fuck you now." And other non-literate things.

I'm fairly well educated, empathic, friendly etc.

She asked about me. I told her. This and that happened, we spent a night IMing. I still wasn't really believing this was a woman. 24. I'm 54.

She's lonely, has a BF who doesn't really do the snuggle and support thing, mostly absent. She works a bunch, does school online in a field similar to mine. Is setting up an NPO for something I believe in very much. So we had lots to talk about.

She's extremely naughty. We chatted about her minor brush with the sex trade. And then this and that. I'm a good listener. She's just as naughty as I am.

So we've been communicating things we never talk with anyone about. I thought this was just IM stuff, but when we finally got on the phone, a bit shy but the same laughing level of intimacy. Quickly even easier.

Neither of us are particularly interested in a "relationship."

But I think we're headed rapidly towards a gf/bf non-exclusive thing, as time allows. I'm not Harrison Ford and she's not Nicole Kidman, but we share such similar jaded, funny, perverse, and naughty views of the world. Easygoing, flow with life folks.

We had a date for tonight, but she got called back into work. I can tell she was pissed. I'd actually gotten a "professorial" outfit pulled out of the closet for hitting the university district. Independently, she confessed she'd had some nice red and black thing cleaned and polished, or whatever girls do with their things.

If our meetup (whenever it happens) goes as expected, we'll be the shy geeks we usually are, laugh lots, get to know each other better. Sit next to each other. Walk around. Probably hold hands or something, I don't know. At some point we'll either be naughty friends or our lips will meet and we'll be completely screwed. If we kiss we're for sure going to end up in bed and on the couch and in the kitchen.

So I think I have a outside girlfriend and she has an older boyfriend. It's pretty weird and not what I anticipated. Funny how these things work.

In some ways, I'm intellectually hoping we just stay as friends. My dick wants something else. And my compassionate heart is somewhere else as well.

Wish me luck.