Touching our private part

I will try to confess the more truthfully and as detail as possible without mixing up with my fantasy of how i would like to remember it. I'm 29 years old back then was about 7 years old. i was living with my mum along with 2 older brothers and a younger sister. the setting was perfect for an incestuous relationship; ou mother was divorced, barely educated, was most of the time working late, living on the countryside far from everything, had 2 older brothers, who had it rough with our dad, in charge, with too much time on our hand. how of this began it is mixed up in my head but for sure, we were all involved, my sister and I, the 2 children, and my 2 brothers, the 2 teens under the lead of the older. it was a game, we would get naked and do some pose for him (he was 14 the second was 11 I was 7 and our sis was only 4. In the same period my mother used to take us at the church in the next town where she was friend with the minister. i remember a certain afternoon where i spend time in the basement with the 2 minister's boys. Together we played truth or dare and end up showing and touching our private part. another day i was in the wood with the neighbor's boy and my older brother and decide to play Indian so we got naked and run enjoying the breeze on our body. Later, me and my sister we were playing with a folding bed, i remember of purposely making my pant go done, just an excuse to get naked and she did the same. that was our game at that time stripping and laughing, spending time together. a few month pass and the older came to my bedroom and brought back the idea of playing our game being bored and alone i agreed. We stripped and watch each other taking pose. he started to touch my me his caress going further with me not refusing my body to his gesture to finally end up in bed, me on my knee, him behind me rubbing his sperm dripping penis on my anus trying to sodomized me. afterward he insisted on me to do the same with him. For sure i know our other brother had listen to us because not long after, we were taking a bath together and he showed me how to masturbate and while we were drying our self, his penis pointing upward, he convinced to put it in my mouth and suck it which I did. we continued to express this incest a few month and one day my older brother took us aside my sis and me and got us to undressed as he did too then persuaded our young sister that our dick were lollypop of different flavors with the innocence of that age she licked us both. the time passed my two brothers discovered girls and left me with the will to continue this sexual relationship they taught me, with my little sibling.